Thanks Banks

You are so good so loud in the morning.

the pain of now can't compare with the joy that's coming.

don't be sorry.
I trusted you.
My mistake, not yours.

Promise me

you will not spend so much time

treading water and trying to keep your head above the waves

that you forget,

truly forget,

how much you have always loved to swim.

It takes getting everything you've ever wanted, and then losing it, to know what true freedom is

When you realize you've stopped doing something you actually enjoy doing.

Things that are new with me lately:

-no longer do I just make quesadillas for dinner I make quesadillas with onions, peppers and ground beef in them.  My breakfasts are often vegan but my dinners tend to have more animal grease than the garbage disposal.

-when searching for personal fulfillment, I find it in lighting a good-smelling candle in the living room.

-why are books that need to be returned to the library so hard to return to the library?

-2 out of 3 days I get out of class at 4:30 which is convenient in terms of wine.

-I'm in the process of creating my website but honestly it's easier to make websites for other people because other people are able to tell you what they want while I myself am actually incapable.

-semester goal: use scanner at all time